It was a snap decision. It has nothing to do with wanting attention. In fact, it's a positive sign: I'm not quite so afraid to be found.
I don't want to be found by family but I think that's a remote possibility anyway. I don't want to be found by Nils or H; Nils would have to get lucky in the extreme and unless H goes snooping on my puter he's not likely to stumble across it at all.
So.
Given there are over a million diaryland users and quite a lot of them are signed up with clix I figure my chances of ever getting into even the top 25 (for diaryland) are teeny weeny. But that's okay. I don't need to be number 1 or 10 or 25. I don't care if I never rank. I don't care. I really don't care. It's fine.
So if you don't click for me it's okay. :)
So why did I join, if I really don't care about ranking? Mmm, I think... actually I think I'm proving something to myself. Not sure what, exactly... When I figure that out I'll let you know. ;)